I am not feeding you what you want,I am going to let you starve!

Okay I have my rant for the day! My hubby, my son, and I went to a resturant after my son's well visit checkup. As We are walking in the door these ladies decided to stop what they were doing and stare at me. They stared at me until I approached the cashier.
Not thinking about it we sit in a booth that is attached to theirs. As we are sitting down, we are gathering straws, napkins, forks etc. The ladies and their daughter, whom completely turns around to stare at us are whispering. I hate when people stare at other people for no reason, I hate it especially when they are staring at me or my family.
I brush it off. I began to assist Christian with his meal. I glance up and there they are sporting the Kate Gosselin hair do but looking like Rosie ODonnell is their idol. So I say aloud to Eddy " I do not understand why people stare". It really bothers me! These bitches continued to stare when they were leaving.
I do not know if they were staring at us because we are an interracial couple. Oh wow a puerto rican and a white girl. If that is true then I am sorry that those women are so ignorant and it makes me sad that they are so stuck in a time that should not have ever existed in the first place;it also saddens me that they are teaching their young daughter the same ignorance that they share. now if they were staring at me cause my boob was hanging out or if i toilet paper on my flip flop then they should have said something. But regardless of why it is just flat out annoying, rude, and it pisses me off.
So i guess my lesson is that I am not going to feed your fat asses with a reaction,I will let you two starve;you guys could use a diet. I am going to sit back and pray for your ignorance,immaturity, and pathetic existence that you ladies would have in life.By the way the two of you looked like two lesbians: with your boyish clothing, mustaches that needed desperately to be waxed, and your Kate Gosselin do, which by the way is even more ugly on the two of you.
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Hello my name is Tiffany and I am a retired Army Wife....not!

Hi! This is my first blog entry and I am kind of nervous. There are so many thoughts running through my mind, so many levels of stress that overwhelms my body, and so many tears of frustration that I want to cry. But for some damn reason I cannot do any of those,I have to stay strong.
As my first blog entry i will just do a sort of intro. As the days go by I will type my thoughts,my wishes,hopes,dreams,etc. My husband has been seeking treatment through the VA hospital and has been diagnosed with a TBI and severe PTSD;which is on top of his kidney disease,a mass on his Lung, and his burns on his back from the explosion in Iraq.
I spend alot of my time in waiting rooms, reading old magazines from a year ago, staring at a clock, or just feeling the urge to just scream.
I think that this blogging idea is great because I can vent without the person I care about most knowing how I am. I realize that my husband has so many thing on a daily basis that he goes through;the night terrors,the flashbacks,the pain,etc, but sometimes I just wish that I can complain without feeling guilty.